Change.

I am not going to change the name of this blog, because frankly, it reminds me of what I used to be and it's nice, sometimes.
So, what's been going on with me?
I've changed, a lot. Maybe, I've forgotten all that I promised myself I wouldn't be. So, am I that now? Am I a soul sucking idiot who refuses to let people get close to her because she's opened herself to enough of them already, or am I the one who doesn't have that soft inner core anymore?

A while.

It's been a while.
I've been reading this again after a very long time, and I can't believe I wrote all that. I've changed a lot in these past 6 months, to such an extent that I really don't know what I was and who I am anymore.
I would rather not say that I am embarrassed by all these posts, but I can't help being embarrassed.
So what has changed?

1) I am not in 'love' like I thought I was a year ago.
2) I am 19.
3) I am living alone in another country, another continent actually.
4) Priorities change.
5) I am calmer than I was before.
6) I listen to better, softer, doesn't make me angry music.
7) I am happy.